Saturday, December 26, 2009

Finally a change in template! Shall temporarily move away from white templates for now.. Haha. But the picture doesn't seem to be appearing though.. If not it would have looked better! Lol. Anyway, can't believe holiday's gonna be over! School's gonna start in slightly more than two weeks' time. I'm really not looking forward to it at all. I can't imagine myself immersing in stress all over again. Shouldn't uni life be more relaxed than jc life? I wonder who was the one who said this. I really thought life would be better once the jc phase is over. But look at this. HAHA. Oh well. Shall start looking forward to the four months long break after the next semester! Haha. We've already got plans for a long vacation. Yay really can't wait! Singapore's not a place to rest and relax at all. Haha.

Nevertheless, I guess I didn't really waste this short break away. Except for some days when I really just nua-ed myself away playing stupid fb games and watching the countless dvds at home. Haha. But other than that, I guess I spent my time quite well. Going out with friends and family plus eat and shop and eat and shop and eat and shop! It's really nice to catch up with friends and doing crazy things all over again! But I also gotta apologise to some people for 'putting aeroplanes' for some of the outings! I think I'll be outcasted soon enough.. Lol. Oh yes. And I've made an achievement during this period of time too! It shouldn't be called an achievement actually.. Haha. But I think I'm finally willing to open my heart and accept her already! I really don't know how I could manage to do that. I remember before that I was really nasty to her and said really bad things to her. And that really soured the relationship between my brother and I. Things started to change when I started asking my brother about her and I was quite shocked when he was willing to tell me everything. Then she came over to the christmas party last week and that was the first time I said Hi to her and even talked to her abit. LOL. And that was the first time I've ever looked into her eyes and see her face properly. Previously I would just dao her and even threw my temper at her! Omg. Can't believe myself. Such a baddie. HAHA. I guess there's no way we can stop them from doing anything so we should just trust him and believe that he knows what he's doing. Right? Besides, his attitude towards me has improved too! And I think this is probably one of the major reasons. At least when I niao him now, he actually listens to me sometimes! HAHAHA! (Oh but he didn't finish the last piece of bread that i made for him for breakfast just now! Hmpf what a waste. LOL.) Okay I shall stop talking about this.. If not it would make me sound like some irritating old auntie. Haha.

Okay. Anyway, here comes the most important part of the post. Regarding my previous post, please forgive me for my stupidity and my bad at handling this matter! I was caught by surprise too really. But I guess there's nothing to conceal anymore. Hope you all won't be too upset with me. Long ago I really wanted to say everything already but I really didn't know how to. I guess you know that based on my character, I'm really not the kind who can so easily say everything and pretend it's nothing! It's so difficult for me you know. So please don't blame me for taking so long to let you guys know. I really didn't mean to do that.
-Huang Ah Ma kowtows to all the geges and nu bis!-
Inside joke. But I think at least someone should know what it means.. I got the inspiration from her blog. HAHA.

Okay, a sense of relief for me now. Can't wait for you to come back tomorrow! AND I WANT MY MACBOOK NOW! Think I'll be spending the remaining days of the holiday staying at home and figuring out how to use it. Haha.



feeling so sweet ; 11:51 AM;Y

Friday, December 25, 2009

OH NOOOOO. I'm at a loss at what to do now. Help!



feeling so sweet ; 10:23 PM;Y

Friday, December 11, 2009

I shall now officially declare that wisdom tooth extraction is one of the most painful ordeals of my life. Arghhhh. The period right after the numbness has subsided is the worst period. And I'm currently going through that period now. Damn. Not only do I have a headache, my stomach's feeling queasy and the pain is excruciating! And the blood just keeps flowing out despite me biting on the guaze for the past few hours and changing it every now and then. I am practically 'eating' my blood now. It's super gross and I guess the taste is the one that's making my stomach queasy. Yucks to the max.

The process of extraction, though not the worst period, is not that good either. It didn't turn out the way I expected though. I thought it would be just any simple extraction. You sit there and wait for your turn and when they call you, you just go into the room and have your tooth extracted. But hell no. I was asked to change out of all my clothes (including the insides) and wear a robe and their slippers. Then the nurse passed me a rubberband and asked me to tie my hair. Thanks ah. Rubberband is super painful and bad to the hair can. Luckily I bought my own proper one and told her I would use mine instead. She had to verify if there are any metal stuff on my rubberband. Lol. Then she brought me into the operating rooms. I was asked a few silly questions. Haha. I know they are essential but they are really silly. Stuff like: What are you here for? Whose signature is this? (Points to my mum's one) And whose signature is this? (Points to my own one) and so on. And I was asked a few times on the same questions somemore -_- by different people. Then I was 'escorted' into the operating room. Haha. I didn't know such a simple extraction would seem so 'major' that I actually had to go into a real operating room with all the lights and machines and whatsoever. I don't know if I'm exaggerating but I really only expected a chair that can be reclined and a dentist. That's all. But there were nurses in the room, the main surgeon and the assistant one. They strapped me onto the bed and wrapped the blood pressure thing around my arm. I could hear my heartbeat from the machine. Haha. And it's not consistent one lo. They were periods when there were no sound. I thought I had the ability to stop my heart from beating and I even tried a few ways to see if it really worked. Haha. But too bad the stopping periods were irregular and not according to my 'actions'. Lol. At first I was feeling alright. But when the nurses kept asking me to relax, I became more and more nervous. When I saw the two surgeons walking in, I could already hear my heart beating faster in the background. Haha. Shit so embarrassing. Means they all know that I'm very nervous even though I tried to appear calm on the surface. The surgeon even asked if I'm scared and I still replied a no confidently. And there my heartbeat was, going faster in the background. HAHA. Damn. Anyway, he started off with injecting the anesthetic thing into my gums. And he didn't even gave any warning. He just flashed the syringe with the super long needle right in front of my face and asked me to open my mouth. Lol GG already. Basically it was painful lah. And i can feel him piercing the needle though my gums and a tinge of numbness was felt. After injecting a few times, the numbness started coming into effect. I was left lying there for a few minutes and it's certainly not the part which I liked at all. I can hardly feel anything on the right side of my mouth. But I can feel that my saliva is accumulating there and it's so dammit uncomfortable! I tried to swallow a few times but I swallowed the anesthetic thing in as well. Such a horrible taste. And I just prayed that the surgeon would come and operate on me immediately. Finally the operation began. My eyes were covered from the light and only my mouth was exposed to them. Basically I couldn't feel anything except that I knew he used some cutting thing to cut my gums. I can feel the vibration. He sliced my bottom tooth into three parts. Haha. And before I knew it, he said "Your bottom tooth is removed already." I was like huh so fast? I couldn't even feel anything being pulled out from my gums. Haha. My upper tooth was removed even faster. I just felt some force and before I knew it again, he said that it's removed already. HAHA. Thank God for the numbness. The entire process was completed in less than ten minutes? And I could hear them talking in the background: Woah this time very fast leh. LOL. I wonder if it's good or bad. Then my blood just kept gushing out non-stop. I was asked to bite on a guaze to stop the flow. I didn't even know if i bit it or not cos I can't feel anything. Haha. My right lower cheek was numb all the way. The numbness only subsided like now and that's why I can feel the pain already. And I was given four kinds of medicine which I had to eat for at least twice a day for five days. Argh this sucks man.

Okay my stomach's feeling queasy again. Tried to eat something to drown the taste of my blood but it doesn't seem to be working. Yucks. I really hope I do not have to remove the wisdom tooth on the left side cos it's definitely not a good feeling and I really hate this period of time now!! It's worse than putting on braces. And no one's at home to comfort me! HAHA. How I wish you were by my side now. Oh well. Jiayou to myself! I can and will hang in there for the next few days! :D



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